Choi yn - " I wish to have a husband who would love me , i was in need of love but he makes me feel worthless along the way of this loveless marriage"

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L O V E ?

Yn's perspective

I'm Choi yn , wife of Jeon Jungkook, who is a cold CEO of Jeon Company which was quite famous here in Seoul , South Korea .

Jungkook's personality is cold , just like ice . Even Ice could melt when the temperature changes but Thee Jeon jungkook is an exception .

A husband should communicate with his wife , telling about his whereabouts. Or ask to his wife , how was her day at home without him ?

Did she miss her husband ?

Did she eat well ?

Did she miss him around her?

But in my case , it's totally opposite .

We've been married for 2 weeks now , and nothing has changed since the day we got married .

2 weeks back , we got married with our mutual consent , our mothers have been best friend since they were in diapers .

My mom enlightened me about how his mom proposed the idea of their kids marrying each other to make the best friend bond stronger for the future .

I had no problem marrying my mother's best friend's son . Our marriages have already been confirmed since the day he was born .

His mom loves me a lot , so does his dad but I wonder if their son loves me as well ?

On our wedding night , I was craving to talk to him , to know more about him . To talk about the future of this marriage but he left me surprised when he said the sentence which broke me apart .

His words were -

" Look yn , i married you just because my mom wants you to become his daughter in law nothing more . I never find you attractive and will never get intimate with you nor I will fall for someone like you , our marriage was just on paper . I'll appreciate it if you get my words inside your head Asap "

Never in my life did someone's words affect me this much more than his . But despite his words , I have given my best every single day for the past 2 weeks .

I had my dreams of wedding night too , I've been planning to do this and that on my wedding night such as clicking aesthetic pictures with my husband .

Talk to him , sleep close to him , kiss his lips which I've been dying to kiss since the moment I saw him for the first time after his puberty hit .

I would be lying if I said I didn't think about him , I did plenty of times . I lost count at this point .

But he crashes all of my hope by saying those harsh words . He barely talks to me , I wake up early everyday for him . Makes his favourite breakfast , but he never eats the food I made for him , not even once .

I dolled myself up for him every single day knowing he would not fall for me , nor he would get attracted to me but yet again .

I never give up , because I believe if God has destined us together.

He must have a reason .

And it's only been 2 weeks , i wait every single night for him to come home early so that we can have dinner together and talk even a bit .

But he never came home early , he always came home by the time i was drifted to my dreamland .

Did he even realise that he is married and has a wife waiting for him ? Who is desperate to talk to him every single day ?

I get it , he doesn't have any feelings for me and will not develop anytime soon but still as a human being. He should care right? He should respect my efforts right ?

I want him to fall for me , I wanna make him fall for me but how ? People's feelings change over time right ? So does his .

I should do something to make him fall for me , But the question arises what ?

I used to read a lot of novels back then , and there the male lead didn't love the female lead but ended up falling for her.

And that's why I didn't lose my hope because maybe he will one day fall for me and accept me as his wife and we will be living happily ever after ..

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⋆˚࿔ To be continued 𝜗𝜚˚⋆

Written by Ashscrievers 💌